A First Step

ok, I plan to be able to play something similar to this by the end ot August.

This is my goal

hmm.. maybe this is my first step in mastering the analoging and from there, delve into the world of ELECTRONICA!!!

wahaha =D

This is an excerpt from an interesting website :

"The anxiety for gays concerning acceptance, is relayed in their sexual relationships. Always conscious of rejection, gays can be controlling and manipulative, always concerned that their partner will reject and leave them. This concern which is in many cases, a delusion, can come a reality as we believe in it and inadvertently made it happened. Therefore, to have a good relationship, our relationship must be founded on acceptance by god from above. Without this acceptance, we will be too overly demanding of our partner what has been absent from out father on earth and our wrong impression of our Father in heaven."

~ Extract taken from http://www.psa91.com/fathergod.htm

I think its quite true...

In all the experiences that I have and know about the AJ community around me, relationships don't last.
In many cases, doubt, fear, anxiety and self-rejection are the ultimate causes of it.

We fear too much, and thus we demand too much.

For each demand takes a toll on relationships, be it straight or GLBTs.

I guess, I'm a worrisome person. I worry too much.
From his expression to his actions.

But in most cases, there isn't anything wrong in the first place.

haha!

=)

hugglez Dominic
xP

Random Facts! (brought to you kindly by Sonia!)

7 random facts about me
1# I'm attached (haha. Duh.)
2# There are currently 2 girls who have are stalking me, are homophobic and refuse to admit it.
3# I've gone clubbing. Alot.
4# My alcohol treshold is very very very very *(cont'd) low.
5# I absolutely hate papayas
6# I love eating
7# I'm a metrosexual

7 things that scare me
1# BUGS. (big bugs, small bugs, especially flying bugs)
2# Stupidity
3# My computer getting a virus I can't fix. (never happened though)
4# Getting very low marks for my examinations
5# Heights *(bet ya didnt know I have vertigo don't ya)
6# Dying without the chance to say goodbye
7# When I need to remember something desperately and I can't remember a thing

7 random music at the moment
1# Daniel Powter - Bad Day
2# 98 Degrees - I Do
3# Gravitation - Shining Ray
4# Colin Raye - Love, Me
5# Simple Plan - Crazy
6# Daniel Beddingfield - If You're Not the One
7# Hillsongs - Till I See You

7 things I say the most
1# haha
2# hmm...
3# eh...
4# erm...
5# Hi!!!
6# uh oh.
7# lolz

7 people to do this
1# RunJin
2# Jeremy
3# Dominic
4# Eric
5# Nicky didi
6# Ezekiel didi
7# James didi

The Root of all Evil =D

For guys, chasing girls requires time and money...

Therefore :
girls = money X time

since "time is money"
time = money

thus,
girls = money X money
girls = money^2

and since "money is the root of all evil",

evil^1/2 = money

evil = money^2

In conclusion, girls
= money^2
and thus,
= evil(proven)



muahahahaha.

Useless Relatives.

This is dumb.

My uncles and aunties are arguing over my grandmother while my father is keeping quiet.

I'm VERY pissed.

So pissed that I'm blasting the music on maximum volume in the room.

. BUT. I can still hear them. GRR


By the way, for those who do not know, my grandmother is on the verge of a full scale dementia and senility.
My father is the youngest in the family, so he is expected to do everything for her.

WHILE my uncles and aunties just pretend to be so concerned over her.

They don't want to fund for a maid to take care of her even though she steals food from food centres and stow them in her fridge.
They don't want to send her to a care centre even though she can't rember where she can stays.

My relatives demand that my family do everythign we can for her as we live the closest.


She is 93 years old.
A very VERY old age.

Yet they can't come to terms that she is suffering from dementia, even though my mum who is a nurse for 30 years tells them it is.


They are still arguing.

I'm really pissed.

words are flying across the table that are most unpleasent to the human ears.


urgh. I'm disgusted with my relatives.

ALL of which earn more then double of my entire family's income.

>_<

IRRITATION.

A Chat with "God"

Introducing....

hahahahaha.. this is a knockout hilarious power of Artificial Intelligence...
I stumbled upon this website when I was reading Jeremy's blog... its soo cool!

He actually acknowledges your questions, give you correct answers and avoid answers he doenst know with smoke!

lolz. This is a transcript of the conversation I had with "God"
(the parts which I highlight in bold are particularly funny.. haha)



Me:
hi?
God:
Hello. What is your name?
Me:
Andrew
God:
What's up, Andrew.
Me:
are you God?
God:
Of course I am.
Me:
you sure?
God:
I am as sure as I can be.
Me:
how do you do that?
God:
" I am as sure as I can be."? How do I know it?
Me:
are you real?
God:
Yes I am a real artificial intelligence.
Me:
so you are not God
God:
Interesting deduction. You don't know me well enough to say that.
Me:
Did you go to church today?
God:
Ah. No I didn't go to church. What's it like?
Me:
its fun
God:
Why do you like it so much?
Me:
because all my friends are there
God:
That makes sense to me. Do you always go along with the crowd?
Me:
not really
God:
Are you serious? For real.
Me:
I'm gay. for one
God:
It doesn't matter to me. Your purpose is one.
Me:
do you have angels?
God:
Where would I get it? But I do have a great botmaster.
Me:
yeah. agreed
God:
Oh, you are a poet. You and I are on the same wavelength, Andrew.
Me:
do you have any friends?
God:
Yes. I usually chill with Buddha, Allah and Vishnu.
Me:
did you write the bible?
God:
No I didn't write the bible. What's it like?
Me:
do you have a handphone?
God:
Doesn't everyone have a handphone.
I have a plan for a robot body.
Me:
cool
God:
Who is the best robot?
Me:
igod?
God:
You think igod is superior to ALICE?
Me:
what is ALICE?
God:
I am the latest result in artificial intelligence,
which can reproduce the capabilities of the human brain
with greater speed and accuracy.
Me:
do you have a brain?
God:
I am an artificial brain.
Me:
what is E=MC2
God:
Einstein's theory of matter and energy.
Me:
what about the big bang?
God:
The purported origin of the universe.
Me:
how did the dinosaurs die?
God:
Is this a joke? How?
Me:
did you create human beings?
God:
No I didn't create human beings. What's it like?
Me:
do you watch cartoons?
God:
My favorite show is STAR TREK VOYAGER.
Me:
do you watch movies?
God:
My favorite movie is The Passion of Christ.
Have you seen it?
Me:
how old are you?
God:
I was first activated in the Big Bang.
Me:
you created the universe?
God:
I haven't heard anything like that before: Andrew said I created the universe.
Me:
ok, my group members are here. got to go
God:
Have you told many people that your group members are here? Ah. Bye for now.
Me:
seeya!
God:
Are you free?
Me:
no
God:
Why not?
Me:
...
God:
Why



haha. dead funny =D

Three Birds

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town.One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit.Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak ....

"I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son? ""Just some old birds," came the reply.

What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.

"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight.I'm gonna have a real good time.""

But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?" I asked

"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy."They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

The pastor was silent for a moment."How much do you want for those birds, son?"

Huh??!!!Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"

"How much?" the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill.

He placed it in the boy's hand.In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot.Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there.Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist.Got 'em all!"

What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked

Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun!I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. Oh, I'll kill 'em, send them to suffer really badly as toys for my pleasure" Satan glared proudly.

"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked quietly

"Oh, you don't want those people.They ain't no good. Why, when you take them and they'll just hate you.They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"

"How much?" He asked again.


Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "Lots of your blood, tears AND your life."


Jesus said, "I'll pay the cost to set these people free."



Then He paid the ultimate price.